18!!!

I'm finally 18 and yet i don't feel any different.
Except for gaining my right to vote and get married i still feel the same.
I don't understand why the world is so set on growing up.
I want to be a kid forever :)
If not by my age then i will stay a kid with my actions.

4 More Hours

I feel like my head is going to fall of with the way it is spinning.
Only 4 more hours tell i'm at the airport on my way to Germany.
Why is this happening to me???
Little old Courtney.
God chose me to go to Germany, and this trip will change my life for the better :) I know it will.

Germany.

So today I embark on a journey with friends and its to Dusseldorf Germany.
I'm so nervous but at the same time i'm so excited I just might explode.....wait....I just did.
:)
neways, this trip is a big deal for me because maybe it will show my parents i can be a grown up and learn to live on my own ( well kinda)
Prayer is my weapon right now and i'm covering myself in it and the word.
I hope i don't mess up in Germany and I don't get kicked out of the country for doing something stupid like breaking a priceless statue or something because i would so do something like that by accident.

anywhoo's talking to ashley will write more later :)