God give me strength

All my life I've known I've wanted to be a mom, & sometimes I don't wanna wait tell I get married, I mean people do it all the time, raise a kid on there own, why couldn't I do it, well i thought about it, & well for one I don't have a job, secondly I don't have my own place, & thirdly I don't wanna bring up a kid in a single parent relationship, not that there is anything wrong with single parent home, I just want my future kids to have a mommy & a daddy like I never did.

Also I pray for God to give me strength to wait for my future husband, so I decided to write down everything I want in him:

*Must love God with all of his heart. (Must have.)
*Must be sympathetic
*Is passionate about everything he does.
*Wants to be a missionary. (This one is important!)
*Has to be nice to my family, & his own.
*Know's how to work with my family.( My family pretty much determines whether a guy i worth my time or not.)
*Love's kids & wants to have a bunch of them. (5-7)
*Play's the guitar, & sings. (I'm a sucker for a musician.)
*Is taller then me.
*Must be at least a year older then me. (I have met one guy who would be worth changing this one.)
*I have to be attracted to him, but if he's my future husband why wouldn't I be.
*Must be able to tell me everything, because I don't like secrets.
*When I cry he'll hold me & tell me everything is okay. (& I cry a lot)
*Is not ashamed of me.
*Must have tattoo's & piercings. (mandatory)
*Must have a good style.
*Love's to travel, & visit far away lands.
*Doesn't mind leaving everything behind to do God's will.
*Must be loving, thoughtful, charitable, caring, protective, sensative, strong, proud, stable,fun loving, crazy (In a good way), Not afraid to be himself .
*Must love me for me, I'm not changing myself to make any guy happy.
*Must wanna spend the rest of his life with crazy old me.

I have more but those little things which is for me to know & for you not to find out :)